Wednesday, December 30, 2009

bye 2009.

it's the last day of the most significant year of my life. most significant not just because of the happiness i am experiencing right now but because of all the lessons i've learned and boy it was a blast! i'm blogging now coz i just wanna have a quick recap of the big events that had happened this year and the lessons they thaught me..

first off, early this year i experienced being out of school. i was so close to losing hope and almost threw my dreams away. now i really appreciate being in school and i'm really enjoying it.

because i didn't have anything to do with my life those days, i tried to find a job. i realized how hard it is to find a job without a diploma(not to mention the right age). i experienced how the douche bags on the little higher positions deal with the employees, like they're the most important people in the world.seesh. i promised myself i won't treat anyone like that if ever i'll be on the position. i learned how hard it is to earn money. of course saving money comes with it.but i also loved the feeling of spending the money i've worked hard for. it's really not a joke to make a living on your own.

i think Ondoy gave me the greatest lesson. when the water was rising inside the house i didn't think of any material stuff that i could loose. i didn't think of the school papers that could be ruined(well ok maybe a with all honesty i didn't really got scared of dying at all(with the fact that we've heard of the death of those who reside at the nearby village and the fast water current). in the face of death you'll know all your real priorities in life. you'll realize what's really the most important stuff and most of all you'll realize how every second of your life counts. :) after the flood i also knew the people who REALLY cares. :)

and lastly, the greatest event was that i met my mom again this year after a decade :D i feel complete now. i don't hold any grudge to anyone anymore and i learned about acceptance better. and as if i wasn't happy enough yet, i met my brothers:)

2009 changed me so much i can say i'm a different person now from last year. plans enhanced, priorities changed and my view on life became colorful :) i'll surely never forget this year in my entire life!

Tuesday, November 24, 2009


TOSHIBA U400 FOR SALE-very slightly used!!

//i'm selling it for LESS THAN HALF OF IT'S ORIGINAL PRICE! so what are you waiting for??XD
///OS is still the original,with iTunes(more than a hundred already-downloaded music), Nero and a lot more programs..

here's the specs:
* Natural resolution (max) 1280 x 800 pixels
* Diagonal screen size 13.3 inch
* Primary hard drive 250 GB
* Dimensions 229 x 314 x 35 mm
* Weight 1.9 kg * Memory: RAM 2GB
* Built-in webcam, and speakers

please comment here if you're interested.

Monday, November 9, 2009

back to school:)

on the bright side, it's nice to be occupied in times like this:D

Sunday, July 19, 2009


have you ever regretted finding something you've been looking for?..wishing you'd rather not have found it so you'll still have something to find.. something to dream about.. something to believe in.. wishing you'd still be dreaming and hoping about it.. that you never found out it was just a lie all along..

i've always believed in happy endings when i was a kid. now i wish i still do--so i'll have something to look forward to. though in reality, it's just a humongous mirage...

Thursday, June 25, 2009


i haven't learned the moon walk yet and now i'll never get to see him in person :(

i don't judge an artist with his personal life. i judge him about how he influenced people with his talent and how he used it.. i'm not a super fan but i still am one of the people inspired by his songs..

we love you michael. may you rest in peace. you're a real legend man. you will not be forgotten as long as there's music.. so here's to the one and the only King of Pop..

Music Playlist at

Sunday, June 21, 2009


one thing i despise about my melancholic life is the part when i am unoccupied - and i tell you, it’s not once in a blue moon. i hate staring at nothingness and seeing how my life could be worse - so i became good at finding ways to getting away from it. i get the hands of the clock moving by watching movies, listening to music, feeding up my tiny brain with researching nonsense did-you-knows, and……reading books.

my teeth bites it down, draining the ink from the pages, sucking harder and harder, as though my life depend on it.. till i become the main character in the novel, the protagonist of all time.. i built this world where it’s all about me. bwahaha! talk about narcissism. sometime i lost contact with the earth and often times i just don’t care what’s happening there anymore.

but i’m not saying i’m a bookworm. i don’t have what it takes to be one. first off, i’m not patient with books and i don’t read that often. and then i can’t have all the books i!

so here’s the thing, i’m afraid my social life has gone away beyond my reach and now all i can handle to be with are books and this one in front of me.. and suprisingly, i’m contented with it - which makes me kinda creeped out. so i’m calling vanessa-to-earth emergency.hahaha

Saturday, June 6, 2009

back to the 90's

i woke up today with a nostalgic atmosphere brought to me by the beat of a certain 90's song.. now i wanna relive it.. i missed it so much! so glad i'm a freaking 90's!

are you one of us?
let's dip through the memory lane..

You're a 90's kid if:

You can finish this 'ice ice _'
You remember watching Doug, Ren & Stimpy, Pinky and the Brain, Bobby's World, Felix the cat, The Tick...AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiiiiiin west philidelphia born and raised . . ."
You remember TGIF, Step by Step, Family Matters, Dinosaurs, and Boy Meets World.
You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
You remember reading "Goosebumps"
You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.
You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence . . . not
If you remember seeing hot tub bubbles make bubbly sounds before every music video on VH1.
when everything was settled by rock paper scissors..or bubble gum bubble gum in a dish...eeny meeny miney mo...and even better daddy had a donkey inky binky bonky.
You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time.
"Where in the World is Carmen San Diego?" was both a game and a TV game show.
Captain Planet. He's a Hero.
You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green ranger, were meant to be together.
You remember when Super Nintendos and Sega Genisis became popular.
You always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos . . . but never taped anything funny.
You remember watching Home Alone 1, 2 , and 3 . . . and tried to pull the pranks on "intruders"
You remember watching The Magic School Bus, Wishbone, and Reading Rainbow on PBS.
You remember when Yo-Yos were cool.
You remember those Where's Waldo books.
You remember eating Warheads.
You remember watching the 1st Batman, Aladdin, Ninja Turtles, and 3 Ninjas movies.
You remember Ring Pops.
You remember drinking Surge, and Tang.
If you remember when every thing was "da BOMB!"
When they made the new lunchables so that you could make pizza AND tacos.
You remember boom boxes vs. cd players.
Making those little paper cootie-catcher things, and then predicting your life with them.
You played and/or collected "Pogs"
You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere.
. . . Furbies
Saved By The Bell was the coolest show ever!
You haven't always had a computer, and it was cool to have the internet.
And Windows 95 was the best.
You watched the original cartoons of Rugrats, Power Rangers, and Ninja Turtles.
Michael Jordan was a king.
YIKES pencils and erasers were the stuff!
All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.
You remember when the new Beanie Babies and Talking Elmo were always sold out.
You collected those Beanie Babies.
Mortal Kombat was awesome--the game and the movie
Gak was the coolest stuff invented.
Lambchop's song never ended.
The old dollar bills.
Silver dollars, which were cool to have.
You remember a time before the WB.
You collected all the Troll dolls
You had to read Weekly Reader's in class.
If you even know what an original walkman is.
You remember wanting to sit on the orange Nickelodeon couch.
You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"
You know the Macarena by heart.
"Talk to the hand" . . . enough said
You always said, "Then why don't you marry it?!"
You remember trying to collect all 150 original pokemon cards but never could and if you did you thought you were all that!
You remember Highlight's magazine.
You went to McDonald's to play in the playplace.
You remember playing on merry go rounds at the playground.
Before the MySpace frenzy . . .
Before the Internet & text messaging . . .
Before Sidekicks & iPods . . .
Before MIKE JONES . . .
Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX . . .
Before Spongebob . . .
Back when you put off the 5 hours of homework you had every night.
When light up sneakers were cool.
When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.
When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was The new thing.
When we recorded stuff on VCRs.
When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off of our walkmans.
When gameboy was a brick.
You did MASH to figure out your future
When you weren't cool unless you had a Starter jacket.
Way back.
Before we realized all this would eventually disappear.
Who would have thought you'd miss the 90's so much!!!!!

here's a glimpse of the late 90's best hits:

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Friday, June 5, 2009

judge my eyes part 2..(without much to

this is a sequel to my previous post called 'judge my eyes' - a little compilation of the photos of pairs of celebs who look so much alike that they might be hope you enjoy..

jason biggs
- adam sandler
i always thought adam was the one on american pie when i was younger..
and then i thought i was the only one who noticed..
and now i found this photo when i was looking for their close to similar pose.. lol

vin diesel
- robert verdi
speechless. haha. i noticed this when i watched a-list's 101
- rob was one of the commentators there.

kate beckinsale - kristen stewart

just look at the resemblance..
figures why i found kristen familiar when i 1st saw Twilight's poster..
they might not pass as twins but they could be sisters..

dino imperial - young jake thomas

pacute kasi si dino kaya kamukha niya yung bata..
but jake's all grown up now and he's cuter than ever. lol

Tuesday, April 7, 2009


-i could've used "why drivers always stuck their middle finger out" as the title of this post but i think this one adds up to my theatrics. lol!

kanina pumunta kaming mega mall para i-meet yung business partner ng tita ko.. eh biglang sinabi diretso na lang daw sa glorieta so ayun, as we got out from the parkinglot, there came our dilemma...we couldn't find a friggin' U-turn! we drove some kilometers just to get to the other lane with the matching traffic and some a-hole drivers. and when i say a-hole drivers, yun yung mga sobrang katulad nung cr-v na biglang rumagasa sa tabi namin. tumama side mirror niya sa sasakyan namin. buti nga sa kanya na-fold yung side mirror niya.bwaha. anyway..bsta madaming pasaway sa kalye..

just look at our highways. super layo ng mga U-turn slots that you'll be wasting so much fuel just to get to the other lane.. kanina may mga naglilinis ng fences sa gitna ng highway na parang hindi nila napapansin hindi pa sila natatapos sa isa, madumi na kaagad ulit-and what would one expect? high way 'yon..haha! yung dinadaanang interchange sa C5.. i mean, those kind of structures use big bucks.. includingthose fences and the salaries of the people who 'clean' 'em.. there goes our tax.. my point is, are those even necessary? or do we just love spending so much? if it is for discipline, just where exactly are those disciplined drivers?:D

a third world country suffering poverty yet just can't get enough of our expenses.. lol. i wonder who enjoys the oh-so-adorable tarps of our beloved politicians hangin g all over the highways . they look so cute on it. specially the one folding his hands and having a pink background.XD

Sunday, March 22, 2009


-okay. i don't even know if there's such word. it's not with in the boundaries of my vocabulary.. my social life is a big zero these days.. sometimes i just don't know how to deal with 'earthlings' anymore -- i'm so attached to my self-made world that i almost lost connection to the 'real' world(there's more explanation why i'd put quotation marks on the word real--reality is almost relative for me nowadays)..

our lunch time scenario just this noon is another proof that i'm a loner--i'd rather be alone than try to be sociable. it was like i was watching a 3-D movie..only it wasn't even close to a bad movie--it's beyond bad. our dinning table was full of chatters. one started to tell a story;as usual, it was about her being the protagonist of all time,self-shiznitter and all those stuff.. and then the another one started a conversation even though the former haven't finished her self-appraisal yet. and then my wapanese cousin was suddenly being a wamerican spilling some 'trivias' with his as-a-matter-of-fact tone as usual. another one gave her opinions and related a story. i could see in another one's eyes lack of interest--just too exited to tell her own story.. one was also full of nonsense trivias of her own..and then almost everyone was talking at the same period of time--the dinning room of big mouths. i was watching them as it turned in slow motion and zoomed to their mouths. as if i was not there and i was only watching them on screen..i was almost near dizziness as i stood and drank a glass of water. i ran upstairs onto a bed and hugged my knees.

i think i was delusional at that time. maybe there's something wrong with me--not that i should go see a technician to tighten the bolts on my processing unit. or maybe it's just because they over talked and though i was used to it, i turned sick of it already.. or maybe i spent too much of my time being alone that's why i get shocked sometimes-or even bitter..i don't know.. it only makes me laugh now when i try remember it..

Sunday, March 1, 2009

age discrimination

i desperately need a prove that, i've been in all freaking job fairs i knew but i am just not that qualified. why? because i'm just darn 17.. i'v even passed an initial interview for a certain call center but i was dumped on the final because of my age..there's only 6 months left and i'm turning 18. i can not wait for 6 long months more. how could i survive for crap's sake. why do mr.who-ever-he-is had to make a friggin' labor code that prohibits us minors to earn money?can't they understand that not everyone has the capacity to be smart and be a scholar so that he/she could go to school even he/she doesn't have the parents , who are actually supposed to be in charge, to support em?? they're so proud of the freakin' code because they thought they've saved many minors because of it. well crap!! kill me if you haven't seen minors work at the street earning coins because they can't have descent jobs. they're all about talk and brag. anyway, i'll just be wasting my time if i'd go through this topic further.. bottom line is, i need a job. do you know a descent job that accepts a 17 yr old?please let me know. leave a comment. or text me.09207503821. thanks